心酸的记忆（The Memory of Bitter Sweetness）

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心酸的记忆（thememoryofbittersweetness）

onthatunfettableafternoonofaugust,2003,ireceivedthenoticethatiwasaeptedbyliaoninguniversity.itookthenoticeempty-headedlyandwentbackhome.itwasraininglightly.thesoftbreezekissedmyfaceandflickedmylonghair.thecoolfreshairsuddenlywokemysenseandsensibility.mydreamwasrealizedeventuallyaftersomanyyears'hardworking.icouldsitinabrightroominaprosperouscity,listentotheversatileprofessors'lecturesandtalkintenselywithmyclassmates.howwonderfulthatwouldbe!

ahead,ashabbylowhouseappeared,thatwasthewholepropertymomandiowned.seeingit,isuddenlyrealizedthatgoingtouniversityalsomeantiwouldbefarawayfrommom,whogavemelife,raisedmeandsupportedmetoreceiveeducation.shewouldbeallaloneintheemptyhouse,moreoverwherecouldsheobtainsomuchmoney.thesuddenawarenessofrealitybewilderedme.happinesswasalwaysrelative!

iopenedthedoor,andtiptoedintotheroom.momwasillinbedforworkingtoohard.

"areyouaepted?"sheaskedinapretendedcalmness. 

"yah.mom."

"really?myhoney?"shesatupsuddenly.

iwentovertohelpherhastily,"aeptedbyliaoninguniversity."

"iknowyouwill,youarealwaysmypride."

shesmiledwithrelief,andgotupimmediately.shefotherillnesspletely.•

afterthedelicioussupper,iwenttobedearly.iwantedtochewupmyhappinesscarefully.iwenttosleepwithasweetdream.suddenlyiwaswakenupbysomeslightsounds.iopenedmyeyesandsawthatmymomwassittinginthefaintlight.shewasbeingsooldbeforeiknow.yearshadturnedherblackhairintogray,andageshadplougheddeeplyinherface,andeverywrinklewasastoryofhardshipofliving.sheopenedadrawer,andtookoutasmallbox.fromthesmallbox,shetooksomethingoutcautiously,andthenbegantocount.ohitwasmoney!shewascountingitslowlyandcarefully,thensigneddeeply.itookholdoftheblankettightly,andclenchedmyteeth.somethinginmythroatchokedme,andialmostcouldn'tbreathe.momsuddenlytunedtome.iclosedmypainfuleyesandpretendtosleepsoundly.shepattedmyheadwithslow,gentlestrokes.astrongwaveofemotioncameoverme,iburstintotears.momtookmeintoherarmsandheldmetightly.afterawhile,shewipedawaymytearsandlookedintomyeyes,"everythingwouldbebettertomorrow."hermagicwordsfilledmewithstrengthandenergy.

isleptsoundlyinherpowerfularmswiththatfirmbelief:tomorrow,everythingwouldbebetter!